Friday, September 17, 2010
okay i have 12 days to exam and i am gonna start studying only now
but it's never tooo late i believe in my self and yeah i am gonna start today haizzz.....really hope i clear sec 3....i also do not wanna have bad grades this year....am gonna divert all my thoughts towards exam....
you know i really missed those moments i use to have with you....i really misss those stupid coversations, little fights we used to have..... you treated me like your friend last time and shared me everything.....or were you just using me because i was the closest connection to her?
no that cant be the reason something in my heart tells me that you really did treat me as your friend...then why did all the conversations suddenly stopp? i am still amazed even when i see you anywhere you just smile and wave a hi to me .....you dont talk.....this distance kills me
my friends suspect that i like you but i know the answer....i really do not like you and i just can never fall in love with you.but there is still an unsolved puzzle within me i hate you very much and why do i still miss you? gosh i feels like an endless story......
but it's never tooo late i believe in my self and yeah i am gonna start today haizzz.....really hope i clear sec 3....i also do not wanna have bad grades this year....am gonna divert all my thoughts towards exam....
you know i really missed those moments i use to have with you....i really misss those stupid coversations, little fights we used to have..... you treated me like your friend last time and shared me everything.....or were you just using me because i was the closest connection to her?
no that cant be the reason something in my heart tells me that you really did treat me as your friend...then why did all the conversations suddenly stopp? i am still amazed even when i see you anywhere you just smile and wave a hi to me .....you dont talk.....this distance kills me
my friends suspect that i like you but i know the answer....i really do not like you and i just can never fall in love with you.but there is still an unsolved puzzle within me i hate you very much and why do i still miss you? gosh i feels like an endless story......
Sunday, September 5, 2010
okay firstly i have not been having the mood to blog lately but i have forced mysef to blog today ever since the last i blogged soo many things have happened........
19 august 2010
is the worst day in my life because i cried that much on that day my 'fren" used my phone without my permission and texed mainly a person the word "i love you"
omg la i felt as if the world was about to crash when my fren told me about it luckily when i called the person and told the person that it was not me who send the msg the person believed me !! i can soo imagine what would have happened if that person did not believe me la ! hiaz....
and to my FRIEND who used my hadphone to msg such a thing apologised to me and suprisingly i just forgived..... i mean this thing was destined to happened by god so why must i be angry with my FRIEND who did it playfully....? after all i learnt something through this incident about the word friendship and trust........
okay so enough about that matter now my exams are nearing goddddddd!
i am not ready yet la shitsss......must study hard really hard....
and till then i am gonna refrian myself from going out anywhere and using the computer so i guess i would be M.I.A again until exams are over....
yesterday i dreamt about something beautiful about a random person telling imy to me i mean after all the person i know why that person?! pfffft nevermind lurh after all dreams are'nt controled by us so yeah..........
