okay i promised myself years ago that i will never again step into issues regarding you but i failed the promise yesterday.....because when you; my friend was in trouble my heart told me that i should atleast tell you afew good words to cheer you up because i still care for you :) because even though you are just my fren you created a great impact in my life.... :)

though we dont talk to each other that much now..... the memories where we both kept fighting and all replays in my mind often.... it's sad that i am loosing a fren like you....hope this distance between us would decrease :)

okay my mood is just soo sugared up! firstly my exams results gosh they are jut soo disguting to even think about and i dont wanna talk about them .........
i really feel damn irritated why does evryone make frens with me with a inner motive inside them it's always been like that except for some people.... seriously it really gets into my nerves when someone just makes frens with me so that they can communicate with the other person through me.....it's like freaking idiotic....gosh :( i am just your fren and why did our frenship end abrupt is it because you've found an easier way to talk to her alrd? hmmmm you've just proved you are the same as everyother and yeah i dont need a fren like eu anymore....:) goodbye cause you just remind me of someone who did the same thing long ago..... and secondly i just feel very very very depressed i just dunnoe why.... i cant seem to find the reason which is there lingering arond my mind.... it stupid to feel like this when you just cant figure out why your mood is efffed up...i think i just have to go to a big and wide field and screammmm my lungs out together with all the sorrows ....

i just cant show my frens how i feel inside but why am i all feeling teared up inside when nothing happened ? this is damn wierd seriously damn wierd i really got a bad feeling but i dont know over what..... :/

really miss you .....

today i thought i was gonna die at home of boredom but amrita saved my lifeeeeee! hahahaah that kutthi came my house and we both made "agar agar" hahahah it was suppose to be "agar agar" la but for some reasons it was like edible sweet rubber hahaha =) then later around 5 we ate "lunch" together with my stupid bro hahah....
eventhough it was like about 5 hours she was in my house it was like one whole day like that hahah that is how much of fun we had laughing at each other hhahaha :) i had never had any bestfren like her sindhu and maha they are awesomeeeee and make every day of my life meaningfull!

amrita: she has always been there when i was in bad times and in good times..i had never had any bestfren like her and i bet our friendship wont end that fast :)..hahah oh she is the one whom i have done crazy things with too hahah dying hair, piercing ear and stalking hahahah! crazy moments yet unforgettable :)

sindhu: hahhahahaha the only uk fren who is capable of immitating a uk and make me laugh like a mad woman until my stomach aches hahahah *hmmmmmmmm* hahahah and yeah an awesomeee fren who is gr8 i giving advices though alil shorrrt tempered haha :)

maha: hahhaahah i'm giving her a new name *blanket* hhahah the best funky teddy who does crzy things and laughs like a mad woman one example of crazy thing she did was to touch my tamil teacher hair and pluck a jasmine out from her head hahaha xD

tears reaveals a broken heart......