okay my mood is just soo sugared up! firstly my exams results gosh they are jut soo disguting to even think about and i dont wanna talk about them .........
i really feel damn irritated why does evryone make frens with me with a inner motive inside them it's always been like that except for some people.... seriously it really gets into my nerves when someone just makes frens with me so that they can communicate with the other person through me.....it's like freaking idiotic....gosh :( i am just your fren and why did our frenship end abrupt is it because you've found an easier way to talk to her alrd? hmmmm you've just proved you are the same as everyother and yeah i dont need a fren like eu anymore....:) goodbye cause you just remind me of someone who did the same thing long ago..... and secondly i just feel very very very depressed i just dunnoe why.... i cant seem to find the reason which is there lingering arond my mind.... it stupid to feel like this when you just cant figure out why your mood is efffed up...i think i just have to go to a big and wide field and screammmm my lungs out together with all the sorrows ....

i just cant show my frens how i feel inside but why am i all feeling teared up inside when nothing happened ? this is damn wierd seriously damn wierd i really got a bad feeling but i dont know over what..... :/